F***king Birth Control Pills

Need I say more?  I think they're having a reverse effect on Me. 
For about 2 months Ive been taking them.  Theyre supposed to kill Your sexual desire and stop ovulation.  Well, not for this cat.  It feels like its doing the total opposite, which makes Me question; "What does God want Me to do about it?"
**throws hands up in the air**  Personally, I feel dammed if I do, dammed if I don't.   Here in Heaven and on Earth.  That's about the size of it.  So, in that, I decided to make a very intense, heartfelt prayer and somewhat of a manifestation; ah heck no I didnt, I made a very specific manifestation.  And since I do 1000% believe in Gods' Holy power and whatever I ask in faith, NOT wavering, coming to the throne of grace in time of need, in Jesus' name and HE will do it.  I went there.  More to come....  

Peace out and tacos!
Me. 

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